The Second Act

Of all the things I think I am, I know for sure I am a contradiction.

I love people/I don’t trust them

I love animals/I eat them

I am a stupid failing idiot/fuck, I’m smarter than a lot of these dipshits

I am a hideous barely passable for female glob/jesus, look at these curves, I am divine

I don’t believe in god/I am begging for god to come back

This is good/no, it isn’t.